Well Arissa, everyone said that it would be better if I didn't remember you at all. But yet, I assume that everything that passed is just a piece of memory. Ya, if I were to get mad, I know I am suppose to. But when I think it twice, there's nothing for me to be mad at or to blame to. Maybe we're not meant to be together. Maybe he is better. Maybe I didn't treat you well.. or maybe I am just too stupid to see that u r fooling me around. But yet, I really appreciate that u were with me and those memories will swept out one day. I hope that I soon find someone who I can count on. I hope that she'll wipe away my tears and sorrows on u.
Thanks for the sadness u gave, thanks for the sorrow u left.You taught me something at least!
May u'll be happy with Raziq.
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Syaiqkal,
I know that u wouldn't like my visit to your blog, but I guess.. I need to tell you the true. I have to tell it here since you will never answer my call, or messages. It is ok if you will hate me after this. But I really need to tell you this. After a week that those incident happened, I make myself realize. How much wrong I am by letting u go. I know u thought that I am happy with Raziq, but u do not know the true.
Syaiqkal,
The day that u visited me makes me realize how stupid I am by letting u go. U are wrong if u thought that all while that we have been together is only a piece of pretend. I am not pretending, i am not acting! I do feel happy with you. I am not intentionally wants to hurt u. But time was different that time. I was so desperate for Raziq that makes me too blind to see that u r worth than a thousand smiles, u r much much much better that only me that never realize.
Syaiqkal,
After the day that we left each other, there's always u in my heart. But I was too stupid, let you go away thinking that I am being cruel to u. The day that I knew u were leaving for jakarta, Faruq told me how crying u are because of me. I felt so guilty, but I do not know why, I didn't make any move. I do not have the strength to do anything.
Syaiqkal,
The day that u came to pay me a visit last week makes my heart dropped a thousand times. Makes me think, how in the world I would make someone like you suffer, and left you without loving you. How any woman in this world could never loves you.
Syaiqkal,
this song is for u,
'I still believe'
You look in my eyes
And I get emotional inside
I know it's crazy
But you still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You'd think that I
I wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
Each day of my life
I'm filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I
I'm not the desperate type
If there's one spark of hope
Left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands
It's worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, no I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again.
pelikla minah nama arissa nih...
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