my very first dentist experience : lol =P

+ i was 5 years old +

+ my very first dental check with doc Erwin +

+ his clinic was just 2 block away from our hse at middlesex +

+ very scarry experience but fun! +

:: found this pic in the old album, and brought my memories back to the old place where i was raised up ::

love is when i love you

+ sweet love ever is when i am with you.. +

Do you feel me?

Shiqa,

Do you feel me loving you
Do you feel me touching you
Do you feel me wanting you
Do you feel me honestly loving you

But i do have this fear
Fear for loving you
Fear for wanting you
Fear for lossing you

Let me love you the way i do
Let me love you just the way you are
Let me love you where ever you might
And let me love you for the rest of you

Do you feel me loving you?
Do you feel me so close in your heart?
Do you feel me missing you so much?
Do you feel me loving you honestly?

This is what i got left
The only things and feelings that i had for you
This is the only thing that i wanted to
And please dont take it away from me.
Do you feel me loving you?
And yes i really do!

Loving you,
Syaiqkal

Currently i am so stressed!!

+ 30 pages assignments on media critics and ethics +

+ 15 pages assignments on basic management +

+ readings on financial management for event management +

+ readings on principles of management +

+ preparing notes on basic of entrepreneurship +

+ editing skills and practice +


I have to be done by coming wednesday and I am blowing myself up!!!

sepah sepah itu best!

"readings on principles of management"

we hurt when we love too much

I've heard before, a quotes says,
"we hurt most the one that we love the most"

why?

"You always hurt the one you love
The one you shouldn’t turn at all
You always take the sweetest rose
And crush it till the petals fall.

You always break the kindest heart
With hasty words you can’t recall
So if I broke your heart last night
It’s because I love you most of all.."

" I am sorry that I hurt you, my love.."

i was bz last week bcoz of junior's induction

the only junior's induction picture that i have..
lazy to bring my camera la..
-masa ni tgh game tutup2 mata-
(alamak, the girl in white tu is belle..
junior paling most wanted skali..
kesian dia, smua senior lelaki nak kacau dia...)
+but i won't coz i have my only shiqa+

I am missing you, love

Shiqa,

You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I love you
thinking about how much
I respect you
thinking about how much
I miss you

You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I cannot wait
until we are together again
thinking about how
I will appreciate
more than ever
the time
we will spend together
I love you

Your lover and the only,
Syaiqkal Hashfee Adam Syariff

love+lover survey

You and your lover... syaiq ♥ shiqa

When did you guys start dating?
- uhmmm feels like years years ago..haha

How long have you been dating for?
- a month of serious relationship..

How did you meet?
- in the dreamsss hehe..

Do you love him/her?
-of course i do!!

Do you want to spend the rest of your life with that person?
-yes yes i really want her! only her!

Does he/she make you feel like you are something?
-yes exactly! she makes me feels like flying without wings ;)

Does he/she make you laugh and happy?
-yes! always.. i can't smile without her..

Have you kissed?
-haven't...

Do you like being with that person?
-ofcoz!!!

Would you cry if she had to go far away forever?
- i want to follow wherever she go... i'll a river then!

Do you like that person for looks or personality?
- i love him for what he is..

Would he/she die for you?
-i will die for her, but i dunno about her (but i do not want her to die for me, but live for me, syg)

Would you die and for him/her?
-YES, I WILL

Does your lover make you smile?
-yes alwaysssss

Does he/she support you in everything you do?
-yeah.. she is damn supportive.. except if i'm trying to pick up on other girls haha

Does he/she try to be there everytime you need them?
-yup, she's always there for me

Are you always constantly thinking about the person you love?
-every seconds and every beat of my heart..

Do you dream about him/her?
-yes yes.. i love all the dreams about her..

Do you want to spend the rest of your life with that person and raise a family?
-yes! (she wants only 2 kids, but i'll beg for 2 more) -boleh kan syg? ahahaks

Do you love her/him with all your heart and soul?
yes! i love her with all my heart, my soul and myself!!!

Capturing Class (back to photography classes)

I missed my camera, but i miss her more!!!
(at prof's class, bored moment ever)

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

Happy Our One Month Anniversary,
my lovely sayang shiqa...
I love u so much!

Your Lover,
Syaiqkal Hashfee
230608-230708

Q & A

1) Your status please?
taken! (as i told million times before)

2) How many hours do you sleep?
usually 6-7 hours.

3) Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
yes.

4) Where are you?
at home, section 9, shah alam!

5) Last person you kissed?
mom and dad

6) Have you been to the movie in last 5 days?
yes! Hancock!

7) Last food that you ate?
vegetarian soup!

8) Your dream vacation?
Italy and Rome!

9) Have you been in love?
yes yes! i am in love now!

10) Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah!

11) What are you listening to right now?
nothing. not in the mood of that.

12) Do you collect anything?
movie tickets

13) Last time you took shower?
8pm

14) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yeah.hmmm...

15) Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
yeah maybe.

16) If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
dunno =(

17) What is in your mind?
only her.

18) How do you feel right now?
miss her so much!!

19) What was the last SMS you receive?
"syaq, mail me the programe's proposal"

20) Do you smoke?
no

21) Usual first impression on you
nerd haha

22) Last person you talked to on the phone?
Jahan

23) What's your answer in no 8?
aduhss what a ques!

24) Where's the best time to eat ice cream?
humm anytime, anywhere when i feel like eating it la.

25) What are you doing tomorrow?
at home.rest.

26) Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
nerd + naughty.

27) Have you ever been on TV?
no

28) Have you ever loved someone so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
yes

29) 3 things about yourself?
shy.nerd.obey

30) What's bothering you?
my works, assignments....

31) What are you thinking?
thinking of her.

33) Best childhood memory :
humm lotss lotss.


34) 3 of your biggest fears:
height.broken heart.accidents

35) Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
next question plz.the answer is NEVER!

36) Want to marry?
of coz i am.

37) To whom?
to whom it may concern.Miss Shiqa, please..

38) Alaska or Hawaii?
Italy and Rome!

39) Do you love chocolates?
hahaha....don't ask me.i'm a choc lover

40) Words for the day?
I love her,please!!

be good and take care

Dear luv,

It won't be long till we meet,
It won't be long till I could held you,
It won't be long till we could be together,
It won't be long till I could be yours,
It won't be long,
So please wait.

I won't be away too long,
I promised.
But I want to ask you a favour,
I wish you could do it for me.
If there's anything you could do for me,
I wish you could take care of yourself,
be good and wait for me.
I'll be there someday.

Be good and be strong,
the path might not be easy,
the obstacles may be rough,
But please remember that you are not alone,
Because I am always with you.
Look deep,
There I am.
In your heart.

Be good and be true,
Because here I am waiting for you,
To step into our love life and be happy,
For like what we have been dreaming of,
The white roses and the red one too.

Be good and take it easy,
Believe in everything you see,
But never forget of me,
Cause I will remember you,
For every steps I make,
Or every breath I take.

Be good and be loved,
By a man like me.
Who wantings for your love,
Who waiting for you,
To get into my arms,
And held you tight.

Be good and shine,
Cause I know the day will come,
Where I could whisper at you ears,
"Baby, I love you too much".

Be good and I'll be there,
Right beside you,
Treasure our love forever,
Build a family with kids two or three,
And I'll be yours,
till both of my eyes close forever.


p.s I LOVE YOU!

yours,
+ syaiqa +

OUR WEDDING? hahaha =P

1. How old are you?

♥ 20

2. Are you single?
♥ i am taken by an angel name shiqa

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?

♥ 28 will be fine.. (have to wait for her, right?)

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

♥ YES! I only want to marry her!

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

♥ I said only her, right?

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding,or the traditional house wedding?

♥ if me, i would love to have the most romantic wedding ever! garden is nice =P

7.Your ideal motif?

♥ red and white roses.

8. Where is your honeymoon could be?

♥ Rome? Italy? But I guess, wherever it is, if i am with her, it is honeymoon!

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

♥ All that I and she wants to invite.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

♥ simple but very lovely one!

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

♥ i'll make something for her, but it wud be.. secret! till then~

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?

♥ 3 layers meanings "I LOVE YOU"!

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?

♥ hotel is too common.. i'll think some better idea later. I wish it is private island hahaks =)

14.When do you want to get married,evening or morning?

♥ night will be much romantic!

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride/groom?

♥ YES! I love grand entrance! That will be the most special moment ever.

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding.

♥ All the songs that I've dedicated for her.. but I guess should start with the very first song, 'ALWAYS'!

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?

♥ morning but both cud be fine =)

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

♥ solemnization is the first right..

21. What age do you want to get married?

♥ i tot i've told? 28??

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife

♥ she's the one.. (everything about her.. undescriable)

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just a buffet?

♥ dining wud be nicer.

24. Champagne or red wine?

♥ i'm a muslim, so juice ker? haha

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

♥ with her, everyday is honeymoon but i guess right after kot.. =P

26. Money or household items?

♥ anything that she wants

27. Who will pay for the bills?

♥ i am the man, i'll pay la!

28. Are you ready for married life?

♥ not now, but i will be ready somehow.

29. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?

♥ YES! it is the most important part if it.

30. How many kids do u like?

♥ she wants two, but i'll beg for two more hehe =P

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

♥ new is better, sign of new life!

32. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding??

♥ i'll celebrate every year's anniversary!

33. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?

♥ most romantic dishes is the foods that we both like haha =P

34. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?

♥ ofcoz i will!!

shiqa tercipta untukku

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

:: aku adalah untukmu, dan kau adalah untukku ::

LOVE

i wish...

...we can hold hands...

...we could talk...face to face...

...to give u a gift that'll reminds u of me...

...we could meet...

...to touch ur face and brush ur hair...

...to have u in my arms...

...we would be together...forever...

...u r the best of luck...in everything...

...to be ur everything...

...to be good, just for u...

...to always have u by my side...

...to look into ur eyes...

...to count the stars with u...

...i could have u now...and forever...

..keep u company in the happiness and sadness..

..be your only lover for always..

..only for you my lovely shiqa..

my gadget

my beloved canon EOS 350 D

Cerita Cinta Kita

Andai mereka tau
Semua yang kita rasakan
Andai mereka mengerti
Semua perasaan hati
Sungguh indah cinta ini

Mungkinkah kau memang untukku, dan aku untukmu
Kesungguhan hati dan ketulusanlah yang mampu menjawab
Semua sayang dan cinta tak cukup terucap
Kepercayaan akan tetap ada

Walau jauh jarak ini
Namun jiwa kita menyatu
Keyakinan hati untuk tetap bersama
Menjalani cerita cinta kita
Hingga akhir masa

:: cerita cinta kita biar indah akhirnya ::

Love me

Love me when I'm happy
Love me when I'm sad
Love me when I'm hurt
Love me when I'm mad
Love me when I scream
Love me when I cry
Love me when I'm sober
Love me when I'm high
Love me when I'm down
Love me when I'm around
Love me when I'm away
Love me through the night
Love me through the day
Love me when I'm deceived
Love me when I trust
Love me when I'm wealthy
Love me when I'm poor
Love me in the mountains
Love me at the shore
Love me in the sunshine
Love me in the rain
Love me when I'm crazy
Love me when I'm sane
Love me when I'm handsome
Love me when I'm not
Love me a little
Love me a lot
Please love me endlessly shiqa..

:: Take your sweet time,
I'll wait for you,
as long as it takes
I'll wait for you,
Till the end of time ::

You + Me = SEMPURNA

Kau begitu sempurna

Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna


:: was listening to this song on my way driving back home,
and it reminds me of her.. only her ::