the smart and me

friday - 190908

Dad called me ask to meet him. Follow him to collect a car from brabus. I am surprised that he bought a smart fortwo. haha.. like for who and for what? buying a small little tiny car...

collect the car from brabus.

kinda nice...

go for tyre changing..

so this is the key..

at 8pm, got to send dad to klia, he is going to Russia, on some work matter. only me and dad can fit in coz this car only have 2 seats.

so.. went jln2 larrr.. hahaha.. =P
went back to pick mummy and.. go jln2..
bagus jugak this car, easy for me to park lol =)

boring saturday morning

cuci kereta.. snowy car wash......

back at home

lampu raya lalala.. =)

pelita ke? it is only candlesss... ok larr.... =)

mommy's choc cookiess..... i love it!
(mommy really bakes it, or famous amorsss..?)
hehehehe =P

raya is coming!! (my confussion of baju melayu)

the green baju melayu that i bought for myself when i was out with friends for berbuka at the Metrojaya Mid Valley.. Now I wonder, will I wear this for the first raya?
or..

or this peach baju melayu for my first raya?

But as usual, I'll prefer purple in anything.. But mommy dah warned me, no more purple..hehe =P

This is nice too I guess... very soft colour... =)

:: shiqa, choose for me please.... ::
-wanna celebrate my raya with the one i love-
-u know who..-

bila shiqa jauh =P

Sedapnya hati tidak jemu
Tak sabar bermanja
Hanya sehari tak bertemu
Macam selamanyaa...

Rindukan tawamu
Yang menyegarkanku

Aku terseksa dengan sendu
Bila engkau jauhhh
Bila terasa sentuhanmu
Aku terus sembuh

Aku bermimpi riang terbang
Pagi smp senja
Cinta dihati
Sudah kembang
Untuk engkau saja

Tidur atau jaga
Rindu sentiasa

Aku terseksa dengan sendu
Bila engkau jauh
Bila terasa sentuhanmu
Aku terus sembuh

Aku x penah bercinta
Sampai terbalik seluruh duniaku
Hanya satu yg kupinta
Jangan tinggalkan aku...

Aku merayu oh kekasih
Belailah hatiku
Bila ku layu lagi sedih
Curahlah kasihmu

Kau dakaplah aku
Sembuhkan piluku

Aku terseksa dengan sendu
Bila engkau jauh
Bila terasa sentuhanmu
Aku terus sembuh

Jika kau rasa sepertiku
Bila aku jauhhhh
Biarlah dua jadi satu
Bersama selalu

Hanya kau dan aku

:: wanna sing for u.. ::

i'm sorry love

I'm sorry for the pain i caused
I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect
I’m sorry for not being there when I said I would
I’m sorry for causing so much trouble
I’m sorry for always doing the wrong thing..

:: sayang, i'm sorry... i wanna be the best for you... ::

those below are some of pre-wedding photoshoot project
that me and my friends had done before..
wish our love will get to a very sweet sweet day like this..someday... =)

:: song : arti kesetiaan by mike ::

what a day

-woke up early this morning, right after sahur, i just couldn't sleep..
-I bathed and clothed, so i went for driving right after performed my subuh.. at 6.45 i guess..
-at the junction, the traffic light turned to red and i stopped.it's only me there.. and few other cars from the other side of road..
-a red familiar A-class gets near beside my car.. and here you go! I turned left and that girl who's driving turn to me and smiled.
-It's her.
-Traffic light turned to green and I drive straight without turning back.
-I do not want to know anything.
-I drive and drive and drive.. from section 9, i turned to batu 3, and yet...
-I was driving fast at the highway that brought me to putrajaya..
-I reached putrajaya at 7 sumthing...
-Really wish I could drive to BBB and meet her..
(the one that i missed, not the one that i just saw)....

at Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kelantan
August 2008

wedding pictures

the akad session

after the akad session

after all.. (post wedding picture)

eating time!!

reception enterance



THE SWEET SWEET LOVE OF :

Dr. Irfan Muzamil Bin Muhd Shah & Farshalina Azlyn Binti Dato' Fahmi
23 & 24 August 2008
Kediaman Pengantin Perempuan
&
Sultan Saleihuddin Golf Club, Shah Alam.

:: Some wedding pictures that i took last week,
wish to have this kind of sweet sweet wedding just like this...
can right, sayang? =P ::

hi again after my long sleeps +hehe+

-missing everyone-
-missing my sweet love-
-missing all my net's friends-
-too tired, but have got my rest-
-i am back normal like usual-
-no more working out thing late night-
-no more rushing here and there-
-i'm doing better then a month before-

:: i guess, it's time for me to get back to my usual life,
especially to my sweet love shiqa.. missing her so damn much...
shiqa, where are you...? ::

kites at Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kelantan

colours of the kites!
at PCB from 4pm to 1am,
set up the camping site,
swim,
kites,
camp fire,
BBQ,
and have fun!!

:: great time, great memories ::

belated 2 months anniversary!

Back from kelantan,
Reached home at 4.30 am ++,
too tired to on the laptop,
so i have to let the 23rd August end without wishing my sweet love shiqa.
I'm sorry sayang,
I'm too tired to do anything...
But anyway, I do remember the date dear!
HAPPY 2nd Month Anniversary!!!
(23rd August 2008)

:: TO MY LOVE SHIQA,
FROM YOUR LOVER SYAIQ ::

notes of love

: i love you
: i miss u so so so very much
: i miss our conversations
: i miss our sweet sweet moments
: i miss shiqa so very much

: i am too tired at the moment
: i am too bz to even catch my breath
: i am so exhausted
: i am so bored of everything
: i need to get some rest
: i need to have my own private time

: but i have to get moving
: i have to do what i have to do..
: things have to be done on time

:: so till then.. syg, let me get settle of everything and things are going to be really fine ::

p/s : I LOVE YOU AND I'M STILL LOVING YOU..

:: (ptg ni akan ke putrajaya submit demo and plan, hope sgt kalau dpt singgah bandar baru bangi jumpe si dia.. MISS HER LIKE CRAZY) sayang dia sgt2! ::

my august onwards planner

Projects for Penilaian Pelajar :
(AUGUST onwards)

- event management at Istana Budaya for theatre
- event management at MPPJ
- bangkok tour for subject's trip ( a week)
- off to kelantan for photography shoots ( 5 days)
- off to Penang for my journals backpacking (4 days)
- malam persatuan graduan universiti
- MPG for graduating seniors
- event management for AUG 2008 (ASEAN UNIVERSITY GAMES 2008)
- exhibition for FLASH PROJECT 2008
- practical program's booking place
- DBP's classical text project
- Homestay project @ malacca

-------------------------------------

Assignments and Course Project :

duhh, all subjects have assignments lohh...
well.. too many too list all down...
i wish i cud have time for all this pages to finish... =(

+ advertising project +

+ multiple camera production's +

+ advertising company's interview +

+ journals +

+ lololololololololololololo +

lots more,
many more,
and i have to move,
move,
move..
get myself moving....

:: tired and messed ::

i am so lucky to have her..

+ I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend +

+You make it easier when life gets hard +

+ I keep you with me in my heart +

+ They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this +

+ I'll wait for you I promise you, I will +

+ Lucky we're in love every way +

= i am so lucky that i'm in love with only her =

S. Y. A. I. Q. + S. H. I. Q. A. = L. O. V. E

my very first dentist experience : lol =P

+ i was 5 years old +

+ my very first dental check with doc Erwin +

+ his clinic was just 2 block away from our hse at middlesex +

+ very scarry experience but fun! +

:: found this pic in the old album, and brought my memories back to the old place where i was raised up ::

love is when i love you

+ sweet love ever is when i am with you.. +

Do you feel me?

Shiqa,

Do you feel me loving you
Do you feel me touching you
Do you feel me wanting you
Do you feel me honestly loving you

But i do have this fear
Fear for loving you
Fear for wanting you
Fear for lossing you

Let me love you the way i do
Let me love you just the way you are
Let me love you where ever you might
And let me love you for the rest of you

Do you feel me loving you?
Do you feel me so close in your heart?
Do you feel me missing you so much?
Do you feel me loving you honestly?

This is what i got left
The only things and feelings that i had for you
This is the only thing that i wanted to
And please dont take it away from me.
Do you feel me loving you?
And yes i really do!

Loving you,
Syaiqkal

Currently i am so stressed!!

+ 30 pages assignments on media critics and ethics +

+ 15 pages assignments on basic management +

+ readings on financial management for event management +

+ readings on principles of management +

+ preparing notes on basic of entrepreneurship +

+ editing skills and practice +


I have to be done by coming wednesday and I am blowing myself up!!!

sepah sepah itu best!

"readings on principles of management"

we hurt when we love too much

I've heard before, a quotes says,
"we hurt most the one that we love the most"

why?

"You always hurt the one you love
The one you shouldn’t turn at all
You always take the sweetest rose
And crush it till the petals fall.

You always break the kindest heart
With hasty words you can’t recall
So if I broke your heart last night
It’s because I love you most of all.."

" I am sorry that I hurt you, my love.."

i was bz last week bcoz of junior's induction

the only junior's induction picture that i have..
lazy to bring my camera la..
-masa ni tgh game tutup2 mata-
(alamak, the girl in white tu is belle..
junior paling most wanted skali..
kesian dia, smua senior lelaki nak kacau dia...)
+but i won't coz i have my only shiqa+

I am missing you, love

Shiqa,

You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I love you
thinking about how much
I respect you
thinking about how much
I miss you

You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I cannot wait
until we are together again
thinking about how
I will appreciate
more than ever
the time
we will spend together
I love you

Your lover and the only,
Syaiqkal Hashfee Adam Syariff

love+lover survey

You and your lover... syaiq ♥ shiqa

When did you guys start dating?
- uhmmm feels like years years ago..haha

How long have you been dating for?
- a month of serious relationship..

How did you meet?
- in the dreamsss hehe..

Do you love him/her?
-of course i do!!

Do you want to spend the rest of your life with that person?
-yes yes i really want her! only her!

Does he/she make you feel like you are something?
-yes exactly! she makes me feels like flying without wings ;)

Does he/she make you laugh and happy?
-yes! always.. i can't smile without her..

Have you kissed?
-haven't...

Do you like being with that person?
-ofcoz!!!

Would you cry if she had to go far away forever?
- i want to follow wherever she go... i'll a river then!

Do you like that person for looks or personality?
- i love him for what he is..

Would he/she die for you?
-i will die for her, but i dunno about her (but i do not want her to die for me, but live for me, syg)

Would you die and for him/her?
-YES, I WILL

Does your lover make you smile?
-yes alwaysssss

Does he/she support you in everything you do?
-yeah.. she is damn supportive.. except if i'm trying to pick up on other girls haha

Does he/she try to be there everytime you need them?
-yup, she's always there for me

Are you always constantly thinking about the person you love?
-every seconds and every beat of my heart..

Do you dream about him/her?
-yes yes.. i love all the dreams about her..

Do you want to spend the rest of your life with that person and raise a family?
-yes! (she wants only 2 kids, but i'll beg for 2 more) -boleh kan syg? ahahaks

Do you love her/him with all your heart and soul?
yes! i love her with all my heart, my soul and myself!!!

Capturing Class (back to photography classes)

I missed my camera, but i miss her more!!!
(at prof's class, bored moment ever)

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

Happy Our One Month Anniversary,
my lovely sayang shiqa...
I love u so much!

Your Lover,
Syaiqkal Hashfee
230608-230708

Q & A

1) Your status please?
taken! (as i told million times before)

2) How many hours do you sleep?
usually 6-7 hours.

3) Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
yes.

4) Where are you?
at home, section 9, shah alam!

5) Last person you kissed?
mom and dad

6) Have you been to the movie in last 5 days?
yes! Hancock!

7) Last food that you ate?
vegetarian soup!

8) Your dream vacation?
Italy and Rome!

9) Have you been in love?
yes yes! i am in love now!

10) Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah!

11) What are you listening to right now?
nothing. not in the mood of that.

12) Do you collect anything?
movie tickets

13) Last time you took shower?
8pm

14) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
yeah.hmmm...

15) Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
yeah maybe.

16) If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
dunno =(

17) What is in your mind?
only her.

18) How do you feel right now?
miss her so much!!

19) What was the last SMS you receive?
"syaq, mail me the programe's proposal"

20) Do you smoke?
no

21) Usual first impression on you
nerd haha

22) Last person you talked to on the phone?
Jahan

23) What's your answer in no 8?
aduhss what a ques!

24) Where's the best time to eat ice cream?
humm anytime, anywhere when i feel like eating it la.

25) What are you doing tomorrow?
at home.rest.

26) Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
nerd + naughty.

27) Have you ever been on TV?
no

28) Have you ever loved someone so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
yes

29) 3 things about yourself?
shy.nerd.obey

30) What's bothering you?
my works, assignments....

31) What are you thinking?
thinking of her.

33) Best childhood memory :
humm lotss lotss.


34) 3 of your biggest fears:
height.broken heart.accidents

35) Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
next question plz.the answer is NEVER!

36) Want to marry?
of coz i am.

37) To whom?
to whom it may concern.Miss Shiqa, please..

38) Alaska or Hawaii?
Italy and Rome!

39) Do you love chocolates?
hahaha....don't ask me.i'm a choc lover

40) Words for the day?
I love her,please!!

be good and take care

Dear luv,

It won't be long till we meet,
It won't be long till I could held you,
It won't be long till we could be together,
It won't be long till I could be yours,
It won't be long,
So please wait.

I won't be away too long,
I promised.
But I want to ask you a favour,
I wish you could do it for me.
If there's anything you could do for me,
I wish you could take care of yourself,
be good and wait for me.
I'll be there someday.

Be good and be strong,
the path might not be easy,
the obstacles may be rough,
But please remember that you are not alone,
Because I am always with you.
Look deep,
There I am.
In your heart.

Be good and be true,
Because here I am waiting for you,
To step into our love life and be happy,
For like what we have been dreaming of,
The white roses and the red one too.

Be good and take it easy,
Believe in everything you see,
But never forget of me,
Cause I will remember you,
For every steps I make,
Or every breath I take.

Be good and be loved,
By a man like me.
Who wantings for your love,
Who waiting for you,
To get into my arms,
And held you tight.

Be good and shine,
Cause I know the day will come,
Where I could whisper at you ears,
"Baby, I love you too much".

Be good and I'll be there,
Right beside you,
Treasure our love forever,
Build a family with kids two or three,
And I'll be yours,
till both of my eyes close forever.


p.s I LOVE YOU!

yours,
+ syaiqa +

OUR WEDDING? hahaha =P

1. How old are you?

♥ 20

2. Are you single?
♥ i am taken by an angel name shiqa

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?

♥ 28 will be fine.. (have to wait for her, right?)

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

♥ YES! I only want to marry her!

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

♥ I said only her, right?

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding,or the traditional house wedding?

♥ if me, i would love to have the most romantic wedding ever! garden is nice =P

7.Your ideal motif?

♥ red and white roses.

8. Where is your honeymoon could be?

♥ Rome? Italy? But I guess, wherever it is, if i am with her, it is honeymoon!

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

♥ All that I and she wants to invite.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

♥ simple but very lovely one!

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

♥ i'll make something for her, but it wud be.. secret! till then~

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?

♥ 3 layers meanings "I LOVE YOU"!

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?

♥ hotel is too common.. i'll think some better idea later. I wish it is private island hahaks =)

14.When do you want to get married,evening or morning?

♥ night will be much romantic!

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride/groom?

♥ YES! I love grand entrance! That will be the most special moment ever.

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding.

♥ All the songs that I've dedicated for her.. but I guess should start with the very first song, 'ALWAYS'!

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?

♥ morning but both cud be fine =)

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

♥ solemnization is the first right..

21. What age do you want to get married?

♥ i tot i've told? 28??

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife

♥ she's the one.. (everything about her.. undescriable)

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just a buffet?

♥ dining wud be nicer.

24. Champagne or red wine?

♥ i'm a muslim, so juice ker? haha

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

♥ with her, everyday is honeymoon but i guess right after kot.. =P

26. Money or household items?

♥ anything that she wants

27. Who will pay for the bills?

♥ i am the man, i'll pay la!

28. Are you ready for married life?

♥ not now, but i will be ready somehow.

29. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?

♥ YES! it is the most important part if it.

30. How many kids do u like?

♥ she wants two, but i'll beg for two more hehe =P

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

♥ new is better, sign of new life!

32. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding??

♥ i'll celebrate every year's anniversary!

33. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?

♥ most romantic dishes is the foods that we both like haha =P

34. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?

♥ ofcoz i will!!

shiqa tercipta untukku

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

:: aku adalah untukmu, dan kau adalah untukku ::

LOVE

i wish...

...we can hold hands...

...we could talk...face to face...

...to give u a gift that'll reminds u of me...

...we could meet...

...to touch ur face and brush ur hair...

...to have u in my arms...

...we would be together...forever...

...u r the best of luck...in everything...

...to be ur everything...

...to be good, just for u...

...to always have u by my side...

...to look into ur eyes...

...to count the stars with u...

...i could have u now...and forever...

..keep u company in the happiness and sadness..

..be your only lover for always..

..only for you my lovely shiqa..

my gadget

my beloved canon EOS 350 D