Tuesday, June 17, 2008

looking back to those days

You left me broken hearted,
year after year,
I wanted to smile,
but it just wouldn't appear
every time I think of you,
a tear comes to my eye,
I had always loved you,
now every night I cry,
We had something special,
something I though would never end,
but then summer came,
you were ne longer my girl,
you changed,
I became bruised,
all dirty and washed up,
I knew I had been used,
What once had been love,
quickly became fear,
all I thought while you laid in was,
god, get me out of here,
if all this is true,
and you're finally gone,
then why am I crying,
something must be wrong,
I cried with you,
I cry without,
You've scarred my mind,
I have no doubt,
remember this,
my violent friend,
you've acttacked once,
I didn't think it would end,
but I muddled through,
and can live without you,
so do what you want,
I really don't care,
But the scars you've imbedded,
honestly weren't fair.

:: DEPRESSION ::

2006/2007
Jakarta, Indonesia.
I was so skinny back then with my curly hair that I simply styled up.

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